back to work

I went back to work and have been a terrible blogger. There are so many more important things to do- such as hold my son until I absolutely have to put him to bed...

My first day back was rough. Micah wouldn't take the bottle, Bryan thought he was doing things all wrong, and I wanted to run out of the building never to return. I sat at my desk listening to my poor baby cry through the phone and cried myself. 8 hours feels like eternity....but not enough time to get my job done between pumping and texting to check in on Micah :)

I think the worst part is that I feel like Micah won't realize that I am his mom, but there is no chance for that. He smiles at me as soon as I come into get him in the morning and when I come home from work. The best part was what happened tonight - He was crying and Bryan had him. As soon as I took over, he stopped crying instantly. He just wanted his mommy and there is no better feeling in the world!